I Thought I WOULD BE ACCEPTED.

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One thing I have come to realize in this life is that whomsoever does not like you will never like you even if you kill yourself for them.

One lie I told myself to feel good was that if I am hardworking I would be accepted and live like every other kid but the more I tried to show how hard working I was, the more I got into more trouble.

There was a time I had to go live with my aunt because grandma whom I was living with traveled and she was supposed to stay long, in order not to allow her journey affect my studies she decided to take me to my auntie's place so I can stay with her and go to school from her house.

I can't really tell what went wrong but one thing I knew for sure was that my auntie disliked me. It was so evident in the way she takes take and provide for her biological children and myself. If you were to be meeting us for the first time, you can easily spot and recognise the biological and adopted child.

In my bid to get the same kind of treatment as her children, I would always want to do all the chores from sweeping to mopping to washing our clothes to running errands to washing the plates. If in the process of doing the dishes one plate mistakenly fell and got broken, auntie would call me all sorts of printed names.

This attitude went on for years even when my grandmother had come back and I had returned home. My aunt would call me all sorts names at every given opportunity so what I did was to try as much as possible to avoid her till I gained admission and finally left the house.

After I had become of age it was then it drawn on me that no matter what you do , a person who does not like you may not like you even if you try killing yourself for them.

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