Healing, Growth And Everything In Between

Choosing between traveling back to the past or going to the future is a bit overwhelming because honestly traveling back to the past wouldn’t be such a bad idea — at least I’d be able to relive my life, make better decisions, correct so many mistakes friendship, relationships and career wise. Going back to the past isn’t such a bad idea, I get to see my dad and one of my favourite uncle, I get to make more memories with them and even reconciled with dad, just yesterday I was scrolling my photos on my phone and i bumped into his photo and I thought to myself that all I have of him are now just memories.

Its quite painful that I lost him to cold hands of death in 2020 and again in the 2022 I fell at the front a tanker that just maybe if I have to back in the past I wouldn’t have made that mistake of coming back home from my travel that very day but on a second thought all these deeds have been done, they all happened for some reasons and right now I have decided to make peace with my past, forgive myself and quit regretting.

The year is coming to an end and all I can think of right now is how my future would be, how my next year would look like cause for real I’m tired of this position that I am, I want to move forward in life, make new good friends, navigate through my career, gain stress-free clients for my offline business, focus on my relationship and my life in general.

Honestly a tiny part of me has the little fears of what the future holds, is it going to be good or even more better, talking about failure — Nahhh, thats not part of the plan with God helping me cause why not afterall I’m his baby..Generally i just want to know what the future holds — speaking of financial stability, having a beautiful family of my own and traveling around world with my own person (husband) wouldn’t be such a bad idea afterall.

Writing on this topic has given me more hopes about the future and for real I love the spirit I am having right now. For a moment, everything just feels right. Letting go of the past and diving into the future seems like an executed successful plan already. So my dear beautiful readers I hope you find hope reading this post, going back to the past isn’t such a bad to correct some mistakes — but life is all about stages… for most of us we were only young and naive. I encourage you out there to bid the past farewell and let go, and better still worry about the future. Ensure that you do not repeat same mistakes you made while you were younger.

All photos are mine