I feel like an old woman with the mind of a young girl

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¿Me siento mayor o joven por mi edad? Esta es una pregunta un poco complicada, a veces me siento como una anciana por mi forma de pensar y ver la vida, pero se que dentro de mi aun queda esa niña o adolescente que no supo vivir correctamente su etapa, siento que no disfrute demasiado de ella por estar prácticamente atrapada en una relación super toxica que me llevo a desperdiciar toda mi juventud, por eso hoy a mis 31 años y siendo mamá puedo decir que hay días donde definitivamente me siento joven.

Do I feel old or young because of my age? This is a somewhat complicated question. Sometimes I feel like an old woman because of the way I think and see life, but I know that inside me there's still that little girl or teenager who didn't know how to live that stage of life properly. I feel like I didn't enjoy it much because I was practically trapped in a super toxic relationship that led me to waste all my youth. That's why today, at 31 years old and being a mother, I can say that there are days when I definitely feel young.

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Pero cuando digo joven me refiero a joven espiritualmente ya que, si hablamos del físico, me siento como una señora de 50 años, tengo sobrepeso y mucho dolor en diferentes partes del cuerpo como si fuese una anciana. Al menos estoy intentando cambiar un poco las cosas y dejando algunos hábitos que me perjudican, otro de esos hábitos es comer mas sano y hacer ejercicio ya que siento que puedo volver a verme joven si bajo un poco de peso, ese será mi deseo para el próximo año.

But when I say young, I mean young in spirit, because physically, I feel like a 50-year-old woman. I'm overweight and have a lot of pain in different parts of my body, like an old lady. At least I'm trying to change things a bit and give up some bad habits. Another one of those habits is eating healthier and exercising, because I feel like I can look young again if I lose a little weight. That's my goal for next year.

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Muchos asocian sentirse joven con tener una vida libre, feliz, llena de aventuras pero para otros la realidad es diferente, nunca pudimos sentir o vivir por completo esa fase que es tan importante en la vida, y a veces sentimos añoranza por aquellos días que no pueden volver.

Many associate feeling young with having a free, happy life full of adventures, but for others the reality is different; we were never able to fully feel or live that phase that is so important in life, and sometimes we feel longing for those days that cannot return.

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Si tuvieras una segunda oportunidad en algo que sería? Bueno, esta pregunta es aun mas complicada. Hay tantas cosas que me encantaría volver a vivir y tener esa oportunidad de rehacer todo de nuevo sabiendo las cosas que sé actualmente. Pero mi segunda oportunidad la aprovecharía en el 2021 cuando comencé a vender dibujos y me iba super bien, en ese tiempo malgaste el dinero que gané. Jamás habia ganado tanto dinero y simplemente lo derroché, si pudiera volver a aquel momento, estoy segura que pensaría mucho mejor las cosas y hubiese invertido ese dinero en algo real que pudiese sostener a mi familia por varios años más.

If you had a second chance at something, what would it be?

Well, this question is even more complicated. There are so many things I would love to relive and have the opportunity to do it all over again, knowing what I know now. But I would take advantage of my second chance in 2021 when I started selling drawings and was doing incredibly well. At that time, I squandered the money I earned. I had never earned so much money, and I simply wasted it. If I could go back to that moment, I'm sure I would think things through much more carefully and would have invested that money in something real that could support my family for several more years.

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Aunque si logré comprar cosas buenas como mi computadora y mejorar mi Tablet, tambien compre infinidades de cosas super innecesarias y gaste cantidades de dinero exageradas en cosas de mala calidad que ni siquiera duraron un año. El peor gasto fue una silla Gamer, que a mi parecer era super incomoda y demasiado costosa, se rompió poco a poco antes de llegar al año jaja. Pero en fin, esa fue la peor época para el mundo por el Covid-19 pero para mi fue la mejor porque pude trabajar de lo que mas me gusta en el mundo y ganaba dinero por hacerlo, pero era demasiado inmadura para saber administrar mejor mi dinero.

Although I did manage to buy some nice things like my computer and upgrade my tablet, I also bought countless unnecessary things and spent exorbitant amounts of money on poor-quality items that didn't even last a year. The worst expense was a gaming chair, which I found incredibly uncomfortable and ridiculously expensive. It slowly fell apart before it was even a year old, haha. Anyway, that was the worst time for the world because of Covid-19, but for me it was the best because I could work doing what I love most and earn money doing it. However, I was too immature to manage my money better.

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You are actually a young woman, even after going through that experience. The important thing is that you are seeking to change and improve your habits. I believe that it is never too late to seize the opportunity to make the most of your art. Have a nice day,
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Thank you so much, that will be my New Year's resolution, I will improve for myself!
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You’re an amazing woman. Be strong and have a nice day 🩷

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